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3rd Polyphasic Attempt: Day 13

Wednesday, April 21st, 2010

You’ve got to be kidding. I awoke at 4:40. Goddamnit! *insert various foul language here*

Seriously, I have been going fantastically for 3 days straight, and then brought right back down. This is my no. 1 problem with polyphasic sleep: For the adaption, it’s relentless. You screw up once, it brings you back 2+ days of adaption, which is really hurts my motivation, making me cold, bitter, and just generally angry at the world. I suppose the issue is that it’s down to you failing, rather than anyone else, making it harder to bear. Still, early days yet. I don’t want to be in limbo much more, and I know it’s going to effect me detrimentally sometime in school, so I better adapt fast.

The main issue is my parents. They are 100% against the idea of polyphasic sleep, and think that it is unscientific/illogical/stupid. Subsequently, they try and keep me away from it (which I just can’t seem to do. Seriously, I can picture myself on my 15th or so polyphasic attempt before getting it right :P ). So, I tend to be holed away from the world at night, in my dark room (which is killing my adaption, I just know it) watching movies, doing work and playing computer games. I want to go out and get some exercise, but I know that I would get a serious talking to if I tried :[

Anyways, once again I have no idea what happened when I was sleeping. I just woke up at 4:40, with my alarm program turned off and my phone alarms disabled. Why does this keep happening? I really need to get a new method of waking up. I’m thinking the water pistol wake up alarm sounds pretty awesome, but as far as I know, no-one has made it apart from the person in the HowTo video. Bleh, I’m sure I’ll think of something.

Anyways, I haven’t given up yet, that’s for sure. I just hope I can get back on track before I jump off the polyphasic wagon altogether.

Raap!d

2nd Polyphasic Attempt: Day 12 and 13

Friday, January 8th, 2010

It’s a shame that I need to constantly keep apologising for delaying my posts, but this time there was a good reason. The past few days have been far more eventful socially than I had previously expected. On day 12 I had  a small gathering of friends meeting up at my local national park, which was nice. What was not nice however was the fact that I barely managed to get 5 minutes of sleep. Due to the hot weather, friends waking me, distracting me and deserting me, I really couldn’t sleep. I was really tired, but sadly none of them realized that I desperately need the sleep. That was at 5 pm. After our little gathering was over, some of us decided to stay at a friend’s house, and we ended up attempting a walk to a nearby beach. A beach about 8 km away, but due to one friend’s relationship issues we ended up walking to his girlfriend’s house… he said it would take like 15 minutes. It was more like another 5 km. As soon as we arrived, his mum came and picked him up, telling him that he couldn’t hang around. So, this pointless journey took us late into the night, took way too long, but more importantly: I missed my nap. This has been the first nap which I have missed (when being awake that is), which I regret, despite the fact it was rather unavoidable.

So, on day 12 I got about 95 minutes of sleep, which is obviously not healthy for my particular schedule. I fell asleep at about 6:00 am on day 13, and managed to get up 4 hours later. This was caused by the lack of sleep, and partially due to the inappropriate large volume of certain beverages consumed. Woke up with a bit of the fog of brain, but overall pretty good. It is now the end of day 13, and all my other naps have been on schedule and restful.

There are a few things that I have learnt from these past 2 days:

  • Missing naps, while bad for you, is not the end of the world. You can still bounce back if you are adjusted enough.
  • Prolonged exercise has minimal effect on napping.
  • Be careful drinking when polyphasic. It causes you to struggle with nap times, makes it very difficult to get up, and causes oversleeping.

Well, there really isn’t much else to say. Moral of this story: Don’t miss naps. It hurts.

Until tomorrow, Raap!d out.

2nd Polyphasic Attempt: Day 11

Tuesday, January 5th, 2010

Today was not a good day, due to me oversleeping for about 4 hours. However, it is real eye opener to another foolish mistake that I make regularly, and has only aided my resolve in not oversleeping. So, today all naps were on time and rather restorative, as per usual, except for an additional nap at 6:30 am. I put my head down on my pillow. Very foolish.

The reason for this crash was because I gave into having an extra nap. I’ve read that some people can add in extra naps when they are tired,  but I find that they only lead to me oversleeping. Also, when I do give in to sleep deprivation and have my extra nap, I almost always oversleep, but tend to wake up if I go to sleep at the nap times. Not only is this a sign of me adjusting, but it shows that I am not used to having any more naps, and that they just pull me back into a monophasic routine, which I obviously don’t want.

So, I plan on not giving in to sleep deprivation. No more extra naps. This way I will cut down on my oversleeping, and even if I do oversleep, at least it is at the correct sleeping times, making the damage to my schedule minimal. Unfortunately, half of the reason for these extra naps is boredom. Now, I love having extra time, but when you are sleep deprived I can barely concentrate, and find that I get bored easily. So, I need to find more things to do each night, which is why I really need some people to talk to, either in real life or online, to keep me from slipping back into sleep.

Anyway, that’s about it for day 11. I feel alright, but slightly headachy, starting from my oversleep. However, I’m pretty sure it’s caused by not enough liquids. Time to get some water =)

Polyphasic Sleep: Day 18

Wednesday, November 18th, 2009

I don’t know if it is a different attitude that makes this schedule easier, but something definately has. I mean, I still get badly fatigued, and crave sleep at different points, but I can comfortably say that I am adjusting. It was foolish of me to have a half hearted attempt at staying up, with no consequences for oversleeping. Now that I am not oversleeping (or not badly during the night) I am feeling like I am adapting, no matter how tired I am.

This morning was rather comfortable. I was very tired for the majority of the time, and getting progressively worse until 4.30, when I had my nap. I decided beforehand that it was not wise to have extra naps in the morning, and the reasoning being that I will likely oversleep, and doesn’t help getting me over the effects of melatonin. To keep myself awake, I found myself doing push ups and other physical exercises. When 6 am hit, I decided to go for a run, which helped at keeping me awake, and had a cold shower afterwards. Even after getting my 8.00 nap at school I still felt quite tired, and couldn’t seem to do any work until I squeezed an extra nap in my free around 10.30 am. After that I could work at a very average pace through the whole day, until the last lesson, where I really felt the need to sleep (the mid afternoon sag).

Despite this sleep deprivation, I am pleased and highly motivated at the fact that I am not depending on core sleeping anymore, and now am simply struggling with the naps themselves. I know that I should be good to go as long as I can keep this up for the whole week. I realise however that my 31 days to adjust is really not feasable. At my current state, I doubt I would pass any exam, even with a heap of revision. Consequently, I must adjust in the rest of this week to ensure that I can do well. It would be a huge waste if I spent all this time adjusting just to need to fall back into the normal routine for my exams, so that is a little extra motivation to keep going.

My persuits were almost cut short today after school though. I was feeling the need for a nap, and I had one at 5. Being extra conscious of the fact that I really need to get up, I set an alarm on my computer to wake me up. Turns out my computer alarm is better at waking me up than my mobile phone alarm, and so I only set one alarm on my phone. Big mistake. I was woken up by mum at 8, telling me to come out and eat some dinner. I was very unhappy about my oversleeping, and I wondered what had actually caused it. Turns out my laptop was on powersaver mode.

My school is not laptop friendly, and subsequently finding a powerpoint is hard. I use my laptop on a day to day basis at school, so I put it on powersaver mode so that it lasts. When I get home, I plug it into power. My laptop starts charging, but (stupidly) doesn’t turn back to high performance or balanced settings. So, after 15 mins of disuse, my laptop goes into hibernation, and doesnt play its alarms. Additionally, I slept ontop of my bed, which definately helped me in oversleeping.

Despite this, I feel that I can keep going with this schedule, as the oversleep was not very long. I just need to be careful. One massive oversleep and it’s all over. If this happens, I will quickly change back into monophasic for the exams, and restart in the holidays.

Let’s just hope that isn’t going to happen,

Jimmi

Polyphasic Sleep: Day 17

Tuesday, November 17th, 2009

Here I am, still alive on day 17 of the uberman schedule. But today feels dramamtically different from all the others. The main reason is that I did not oversleep.

I promised myself today that I would not oversleep, and by using extreme measures of keeping awake (4 alarms, all lights on in room, sleep on floor with only a pillow and no blankets in clothes, get friend to call me if not responding on Facebook after 40 mins of naptime). Oh, please note that the only other thing that I haven’t tried in getting me up, apart from the ridiculous ideas involving cold water and caffeine, is drinking lots so as to have to wake up after a while to go to the toilet. While this sounds like a good idea, the chance of lucid dreaming is far too high, and I don’t want to accidentally wet myself =P .

So, in the early morning I actually didn’t find it that hard to stay up. I suspect that is probably due to having as many lights on as possible to counteract the melatonin production in my body, and due to my slow adaptation to the uberman schedule. Waking up from my 5am nap was a bit of a struggle, but I found that it was alright after I did a few push-ups (physical excersice does wonders in keeping people awake).

The rest of the day was alright, although I still felt a bit of a slump nearing my 1 pm nap and at the end of the school day. As I am writing this, I can feel that my body craves sleep. The second night is always worse than the first, as I have found out when I was younger, trying not to sleep (got halfway through day 2 and slept irregularly for days and days after) for as long as humanly possible.

I know I keep putting off the writing of the introduction to polyphasic sleep and how to get started blog posts, and I feel the constant need to apologize for this. Half the time I really just don’t have the mental power to start writing about it, and the other half I am too busy and stressed by work to get around to it. Nevertheless, I will start it sometime soon, and judging by the amount of people talking to me about my sleeping schedule and their interest in it, I’d better get writing soon =)

So, that was pretty much the whole day. My mental power wasn’t quite as good, but my motivation is soaring right now. As long as my willpower manages to overcome my lazy subconscious tomorrow, I should be all in the clear.

Well, time to do some work.

Jimmi

Polyphasic Sleep: Day 16

Monday, November 16th, 2009

I will apologise in advance for this post, as it will be rather short, mainly due to the fact that I can’t be bothered writing the same thing again and again.

It’s rather funny, me and my oversleeping. I really haven’t grasped the concept of actually keeping awake and to schedule, with my motivation sagging when I am tired. The early hours of the morning seems to go far too slowly, and I cannot seem to function well enough to do much work, which is a huge disadvantage. Every morning now that I oversleep, I seem to reach the conclusion that this isn’t working out, I am killing myself (well, I feel like it anyway) and that I should either give up or swap to an Everyman schedule, despite the fact that it would take longer to adapt to. Later on in the day however, when I don’t feel like someone is constantly jabbing me in the head, I feel like everything is working out ok, and that I am all good to continue. I suppose they even themselves out, but I just wish I was more motivated in staying awake in the mornings.

One of my biggest crimes, as I have stated earlier is my habit of taking extra naps, in the hope that it will aid me in functioning properly and reduce the chance of crashing. Unfortunately, it turns out that it does the exact opposite, for every time I wake up, all I can think about is sleeping again, making me either reset my alarms for an extra 25 mins (which are usually set wrong, pm instead of am for example, but this could just be my subconscious being tricky =D) or simply to just lie back down and fall to sleep.

Another bad one is the setting of just one alarm instead of multiple ones. Because my wilpower is so low, the chances of me sleeping through an alarm is astoundingly high, and to counteract this I set as many alarms as possible. Unfortunately, I only have my mobile phone (which can have up to three, one that repeats if not told to shut up) and my computer (which I can set as many as I like, but I dare not set it to loudly as to wake up other household members) to wake me up. An interesting idea that I just had would be to put the lappy on the ground next to me. Then I will definately hear it =)

So, for tonight (and tomorrow morning) I have written a basic list of things that I can do. Unfortunately, they are almost all computer games as my head never seems to like revision or homework at the early hours of the morning if it isn’t essentual, and other activities (mixing, piano, swordfighting, taming cougars etc.) tend to make far too much noise. What I can hope for is that eventually many other friends may join in a similar quest (or just stay up more) to fight against sleep, providing entertainment throughout the night. Until then I will just have to look at Messenger and Facebook sadly, with 0 friends online.

Moving on, today my 1 am sleep was ok, but I felt slightly tired after waking, getting exponentially tired after about 30 mins. At 3 am I took a nap, which ended up as two naps, falling into my trap. Amazingly, I was able to get up and survive for another hour until 5 am, where I had 4 naps in a row, the last one turning into core sleep until about 7:15 when I was awoken. The morning was probably one of the worst that I have ever experienced. I got up utterly exhausted with a huge amount of convincing from my mother, and promptly sat on the couch, staring upwards realising how screwed I am for todays chemistry (redox) and maths (calculus) tests. I managed somehow to find the time to have a nap for about 10 or 15 mins on the couch before going to school (probably around 7:45, although the actual time excapes me), and this nap dramatically helped in keeping me awake, alert and functioning. Sure, I definately wasn’t 100% (more like 50%), but I was up and running. As I got to school, I progressively awoke from my haze, and did my tests. Funnily enough, I am almost certain that I got A’s in both of them, and I bet that if I didn’t get my nap at 7:45 I would have probably gotten a C or worse.

This brings up an interesting conclusion, that being that I am halfway adapted to Uberman, and half Monophasic. I can’t seem to survive without oversleeping, and yet the only sleeping that actually feels restorative is the REM sleep naps. The long ‘core’ naps, that go for over an hour make me feel horrible and groggy on awaking, but the naps make me feel great (even if I start to feel tired an hour later). This is both motivating and worrying. Any evidence that I am actually progressing with my sleeping schedule is fantastic, but will this damage my normal sleeping? Well, I have never heard of anyone yet that can’t readjust back to monophasic sleep, so I think it will be ok. I’m just fearing that the transition between the two schedules back to monophasic could be a bit of a challenge in itself. Then again, I will have melatonin on my side rather than against me, so I think that would be fine.

So yeah, the only other event was that I set my alarm wrong at 5:25 pm (was talking to mum about the DPRK, got carried away) and slept until 7:00, awoken by my nextdoor neighbour (thank you!). It seems strange that I can now oversleep in the afternoon… It never used to happen. Oh well…

Just at this very moment I found out that Uberman polyphasic sleepers take 2 – 4 weeks on average to adjust. Wow, so I am not all that unusual after all. That is rather relieving, as I really need motivation to keep me going with this.

I said this was going to be a short post.. Heh, I guess I lied. See you tomorrow.

Jimmi.

PS. Wow, turns out I have nothing to complain about in comparison to these insane people: http://www.puredoxyk.com/index.php/2009/07/24/uberman-too-wussy-for-you-try-tesla/ – I am so trying that if I can ever get polyphasic sleep to work for me!

Polyphasic Sleep: Day 15

Sunday, November 15th, 2009

Wow. Here I am, day 15, and still not fully adjusted. This is rather disappointing, as I immediately threw myself into the idea that I was either going to sink or swim after 7 days. Now, after 15 days of attempted polyphasic sleep I am still splashing in the water. However, small changes are taking place, the main one being my ability to sleep and feel good after a very short nap. Even after 10 minutes of sleep I wake up feeling alert and refreshed (this is not often the case at 5:00 am, annoyingly). Another benefit is that when I do arise, I immediately can function as per usual, which is very useful for getting things done quickly.

As for today, things went better than expected, although I did oversleep again (from 5 till 10) which made the day less productive. I don’t know why I cannot seem to force myself to not oversleep, it’s one of the most challenging things that I have attempted in a long time. Tomorrow (today actually) I will force myself to wake up and stay awake by setting a ridiculous amount of alarms (I found out I can actually set about 15 or so different annoying sounds to play at the same time from my computer, and think this will help). Also, I have lots of revision to do for tests tomorrow, so that should also motivate me to stay awake.

So, not much to report today, just hoping that I can get over this obstacle and into some productive polyphasic sleeping =). And yes, tomorrow I will start on my guide to polyphasic sleeping, so don’t worry. Stay tuned,

Jimmi

PS. What do you think about www.raapidenterprises.com for my domain? Yea or Nay? Let me know =D

Polyphasic Sleep: Day 13 and 14

Saturday, November 14th, 2009

Firstly, I must apologize for not posting yesterday. I’m sure it would have been a big disapointment to you all =). The main reason for this, apart from sheer laziness and oversleeping, is due to the fact that I was considering quitting the Uberman sleeping schedule. Before you cry out with a “Please don’t” and a “I wont love you anymore”, don’t worry, I’ll still go on with it, but there are various factors that do want to make me quit.

The awesome thing about polyphasic sleep is that you have so much time. So much! With a potential 40+ hours per week, there is so much more that you can get done, and makes the unhappy hard worker into the highly successful socialite (well, probably not, but you get the idea). This sleeping, when perfected of course, makes you fully alert all the time, getting more REM sleep than on monophasic sleep.

The disadvantages are the worst part of polyphasic sleeping, and the worst being that adaptation. If you can stay awake for 3 days and still feel fully awake and alert, you probably wont have much trouble with it. If you are a normal human being, it will hit you like a ton of bricks. In my opinion, it is actually worse than not sleeping, because once you do go to sleep, your body wants to keep sleeping, and consequently getting yourself up is more than a challenge. Apart from that, there is no known health issues associated with polyphasic sleeping, so you could be killing yourself unknowingly. That extra time awake might not be extra time at all. Finally, it doesn’t always fit in with your schedule, and you may become the intravert you have always feared because you can’t go anywhere without having to sleep.

So, the oversleeping and crashing is the main reason for me wanting to quit. For the past two days I have overslept, with my worst one today, sleeping from 2:30 till 12, waking up wrecked and feeling like death. It still just feels like I am staying awake nights on end, which does not feel healthy nor make me happy. In addition to this, I have exams coming up, and I want to do well. If I am completely sleep deprived, I doubt I will do well. Strangely, I feel better if I don’t sleep long. I wonder if this is me adjusting, or something else strange.

However, I will not be quitting or swapping to the Everyman schedule, which does seem rather tempting. Instead, I will suffer, determined not to be one of the so many polyphasic bloggers who have failed. Besides, I said I would do this for 31 days, and I plan on sticking to it.

So, for day 13 and 14, apart from oversleeping in the early hours of the morning, they were very similar to all my other days. I still feel rather rested from my naps, but start to become tired again after 1 or 2 hours of being awake, which is rather a problem. Additionally, I’ve been quite bored and miserable. The boredom I am pretty sure is due to me not having enough of a variety of things to do, with homework and suchlike seeming even more disinteresting due to the sleep deprivation and difficulty to concentrate. The unhappiness is due to the boredom, but I’ve got a feeling it is also due to wasted time (yeah, I know that is silly) and not seeing enough of my girlfriend (I hope that I find things to do, because I don’t get to see her this week).

So, I am soldiering on with the Uberman. Hopefully I can muster up the energy to not oversleep for 2 days, finally getting over the hump. Hopefully the weekend will provide the motivation. And yes, I will be doing my information and guide on polypahsic sleeping and the Uberman schedule. Be patient. I might even get around to doing it in my spare time, who knows?

Jimmi

Ps. I might be getting my own domain, thanks to a friend. If this happens, I’ll host this blog there. I plan on it being www.raapid.com. Any suggestions would be welcome!

Polyphasic Sleep: Day 9

Monday, November 9th, 2009

Here we are, day 9. I still can’t quite believe I am still attempting this, as most people would’ve given up at this stage, especially since I can’t stop oversleeping. However, today was an interesting day, and I feel somewhat better for it. Because I have resigned to the fact that I am going to do this for 31 days, it seems to have gotten easier.

So, I had my 1 am nap without much hassle. I find that the 1 am nap is quite easy in comparison with all the other early morning sleeps, although I am not too sure why. However, I crashed when I took a nap at 3 am (as I said previously, I try to take an extra nap about this time, so I can feel more awake, and counteract all the melatonin in my system), which was a huge dissapointment, waking up at around 7:30. While I do get some ‘rest’ in these unwanted core sleeps, I know that they are completely counterproductive. After I wake up from a sleep that is longer than about an hour, I find myself feeling groggy, horrible and wanting sleep again. I fell asleep again, waking up at 8.10 after parents left for various commitments in the day. As you can imagine, it was quite a rush to get to school on time at 8.35, especially since walking takes 15 mins minimum.

The rest of the day went more or less to schedule. I had my 1 pm nap happily, although I still find it frightening that I my naps only go for such a short time. I am not too sure if this is because I need less REM sleep (highly unlikely), that I am unaccustomed to it, or that powernaps that I took occasionally in my earlier years were too short (I did this for about a month or two religiously last year, each nap lasting approximately 15 minutes. I think this has probably helped my polyphasic sleeping no end, as I find I can fall asleep into a nap very easily [<5 mins]). Regardless, I wake up feeling fine, ready to move, and don’t really feel the need for sleep. I also have a feeling that if I do try and fall back to sleep after a nap, I might go into core sleep by accident, thereby giving me less, not more REM. I assume that when I get rid of my oversleeping my naps will become far longer, but I am also hoping for it (if I get at max 17 mins of REM from each nap, that is sleeping for only 1.7 hours per day MAX. This doesn’t sound that healthy).

My 5 pm was good, not as great as it usuallly is, but perfectly fine. However, my 9 o’clock nap (which I took less than an hour ago) was suprisingly restorative (I feel about 9/10 on the alertness scale), if not a little worrying. I have gotten used to me not getting very much sleep at all from naps, but usually enough REM to keep me awake till the next nap (oh, I should mention that I know when I get REM sleep, because I almost always dream, and can recal most of the dreams when I wake up, which I find to be an added benefit). In this nap I slept for about 14 minutes, which feels alright. The strange part is that while I dreamed normally while napping, I woke up before finishing the dream. I assure you that I am not kidding, nor was this a lucid dream (well, I don’t know about that, I don’t think I have ever had one). I awoke, and felt my body, but with my eyes closed, my dream continued. My original dream was about trying to kill invisible enemies with a shotgun (ok, that is really terrible, but hey, I bet you have had some embarrasing dreams. And yes, this was from a computer game, proof that I play them waay too much), but it changed dramatically when I woke up. I was looking at a white computer terminal, and it started to print quotations (I don’t remember any now, but they were poems and riddles). It wasn’t long before I started writing things back, and promptly realised that I was having a conversation with myself. Perhaps this is what lucid dreaming is, but I don’t think so, because I could still feel and potentially move my body. After a while, I decided I should stop talking to myself, and opened my eyes.  My room was fine. I closed my eyes again, and there was no computer terminal screen to be seen. I was awake.

After this, I got up. This is probably the most weird thing that has happened to me while sleeping, but it wasn’t unwelcome, just strange. I realised that I could end the dream at any time, by simply moving. And now I feel very awake and lively, even if a bit heavy-eyed. Perhaps another one of these dreams will happen soon, and I’ll be able to document it better next time for all you readers.

Speaking of which, thanks for reading this. Page views have been mainly among friends, but I have now found that I am starting to recieve some traffic from Google and other sites. Traffic is blooming, far more than I expected, which makes me pleased (yes, I am one of these people who pride themselves on people visiting their webpages =D).

Well, thats about all for today. Overall I feel that I my naps are now really starting to hit the spot, which should probably help with the prevention of oversleeping. Stay tuned for next post, because I will upload graphs of my sleeping behavior over the entire course of the experiment.

Oh, and to all of you who think that you should try this, see if one of the patterns could fit into your life. After all, it gets pretty lonely in the early mornings on Facebook and Messenger, and I could use the company =)

 

Jimmi.

Polyphasic Sleep: Day 5

Thursday, November 5th, 2009

Well, here I am. Day 5. I almost failed. Well, pretty much failed. You would be suprised at how much effort is needed just to keep this sleeping pattern working. I admit, I never did have a strict sleeping schedule, but this adjustment has been a lot harder than I imagined (probably harder than Yr 12 IT actually). I had a bad start to this day. I mean really bad.

My 1 am sleep went off without a hitch, although I do admit, I was rather reluctant getting up. I mean, I could still function well, but I had that pressure in back of my mind telling me to go to sleep. When it came to my next nap at 4.30 am, I was exhausted. I feel asleep on the floor, as I knew it was going to be a struggle waking up in the morning. Sleeping through my alarm, I woke at about 6 am, feeling absolutely horrible. My willpower evaporated, I crawled into bed, and feel asleep. Into deep sleep.

I woke at 10.14 am.

My main reaction when I woke up was “It’s really bright this morni.. oh sh**!”, and I jumped out of bed and checked the time. My clock didn’t lie, I was still tired, and was 1 hour and 45 mins late for school (turns out my mum actually tried to wake me up about 3 times, and finally left when she thought I was able to get up by myself). I quickly had to act, and call both parents to inform the school that I wasn’t there, so they don’t come down on me like a ton of bricks. Unfortunately, I had a conversation with the school, convincing them I was sick, and that I can’t contact parents (mobiles turned off), and they were ok with it. So, I stayed home today (to be honest, I really felt rather sick inside, and my cough hasn’t improved).

So, I stuffed up again. And badly. But I said that I would continue this for 31 days to see if it works, and I plan to stick to my word. So, with 26 days left to go, I started on day 6…. which went rather well. I admit, I still don’t feel fully rested after each sleep, but it’s feeling like I’m actually getting some rest rather than just staying up all night every night. So, my 1 pm sleep was very average, as I suspected. Took me ages to get to sleep, and I woke up to really cold feet (didn’t wear socks, and wasn’t under a blanket) and a longing for more just a bit more sleep.  My 5 pm sleep was far better, and I felt that I hit REM sleep, even if I only managed to sleep for less than 20 mins. This is actually quite a revelation for me, as I find that I sleep and wake up about after about 17 minutes of sleep, give or take a few. My last sleep at 9 pm today was rather restorative, and now i’m feeling rested, but still marginally sleepy. I know that I am in for a challenge tonight.

So, the positives so far are my naps are becoming easier and more restful. The fact that I am still predominantly monophasic is a negative. I feel that this is a bit more of a learning experience, and I am aware that if I can resist oversleeping for just a few days, I should be in the clear. I’m staying optimistic.

How I felt today:

Mentally: 4 to 7 /10 – From the early morning until about now.

Physically: 7.5/10 – Feeling a bit groggy.

Emotionally: 5 to 9/10 – Felt like giving up, then I started feeling a heap better, and now I feel great after finding more Spor music =D

Current Tiredness 5/10 – Still rather awake, but feeling the need for sleep.

 

Well, thats about it for tonight. Hopefully I will be able to stay up fully tonight, but I fear there will be another obstacle in my path. My dad said that it would be very good for me if I went to bed early tonight, and gave the new laptop a rest (which is now my current computer). I agreed with him, but I was dying inside. I don’t want my parents to wreck this, not when I’ve come so far. I can see improvements here and there, and I know that things will get better if I manage to finish this week. So, I’ll probably get off in a while, read a book or two and convince him I’m going to bed soon, then get back on once my parents have retired for the night.

Anyways, this post is becoming lengthy, so I might cut it from here. Thanks to the people that are reading this, I’m suprised there is actually anyone reading this at all. If you didnt quite get what is going on, visit one my eariler posts, or search ‘Polyphasic Sleep’ on the net. Well, I guess it’s time for another challenge. “I defy you stars!” =)
Jimmi.